Thursday, March 24, 2005
I had a realization today, as i was sitting in H/R doing my scheduale for next year it hit me. I am tring to boggle myself so far down in work and school next year, Like i am tring to run away but since i can't run i engulf myself in work and school. Nxt year i think i will have two jobs one that i have had for 6 years and then working secretarial and teching at sylvan, then when i turn 18 i am def working at VS that is a def. the PNC bank offered me a job as well but when i told them i wasnt 18 and still in h/ sthey were like come back when your 18 you will have a job. I know i am setting myself up fo ra failure by taking on so many jobs and school classes. im not going to have a lunch that is a definaate. im taking 3- 4 honors courses (so it can weight down on my GPA and class rank) and def 3 AP classe. Total 24 college credits adn a computer certification. I think scratch that know i am also doing this 35% to make the year go fast, 25% b/c i need weighted grades to boost the GPA and rank b/c i am finally gettings eriouse about school go figure better late then never right?? and 5% b/c i need something to amuse me and i cant do the same thing every day, and 60% so i wont have time to notice and think that jason is gone and that i am no longer near him. did i mention i dont have a lunch and the only reason i am taking a study hall is b./c my mom made me so i can at elast get a "d" in spanish II and pass that stupid class. Why cant i just clep out of the language for Russian i can speak that spanish is giong to suck. if i didnt have to take a s/h then i would take hons great books disscusion with Fusiler. but that isnt going to wrk so...yeah faliure here i come. at least i can get stephs notes adn stuff from some of the classes.
1 Comments:
awe babe! don't kill yourself in your senior year! at least leave the option to drop some of your classes. You need lunch!! Eating is important...!! babe!!
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