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So i am walking down the main hall goign to 2nd pd and im in te middle of the hall and this guy comes rollin gdown the hall with a shopping cart , you know the ones from a grocery store. so yeah my school is always inresting anyway today is "ultra prerry day" adn alot of ppl are like "Age WTF you never dress like this", then i saw rach adn she was like" Age, its scary how you can pull an all black goth look off one day and then this the next damn. not to mention you look way to comfortable in preppy." i was like "yeah well you know gotta supor the seniors *laughed* then i was like prep is an attitude adn that i have lol" she was like "yeah you def have that lol" we both laughed adn i went to homeroom.
Im in my IT class and we are in a dif room so i am listening to one of my fav cds havnt listened to it in a while. the faint good band but its for an aquired taste. lol so yeah its like a techno punk/grunde band lol its so kickin'...ok anyway i love this cd haha im going to post some lyrics. I let steph listen to 2 songs adn she was like "OMG Adrianne, do you know what the lyrics say?" i was like yeah but its so funny haha its great check this one out adn i let her listen to it she was laughing it was hilariosue this band is good. Its sad that only Hot Topic ppl know about it haha but owell taht is why i love the place they have great corsets (except for fredricks and VS) and awesome music.
I Havnt been able to concentrate at all this week.( yeah i know ADD but i havnt been able to stay on task at all adn usually i am good abotu staying on task at least but this week nope not at all.) I have this overwhelming feeling of detachment. From what i am not really sure i do know but i dont want to admitt to it i just want to keep living in my own land of adrianne. this is never a good thing i need to talk to kait, she understandswere i am coing from usually since we have been through alot together and we have been though most fo the same things etc etc. I mean mentaly i have two mind sets one is reality which of couse is nice to visit but i am living in a very vivid fantasy world and it sucks b/c it is going to come crashing down soon. That is never a good thing. I need to talk to Kait ASAP she will know what to do, she helped me through my last 2 mental breakdowns yeah they were exactly that and they wernt fun at all. this wont be a mental breakdown i have absolutly no strees my grades are good for one purpose well 2 purposes but still one weighs more, Zoom called me and wants me to renew my contact with the agency asap so i have to schedual that and find more agencies etc then um i m done with the gov school audition thing so no stress until May, im good for one more month *does a happy dance*
When i set my mind on something it usually happens but its not and this is getting annoying. I talked to kait about the thing i am getting and she is like "yeah blah blah blah that will be an awesoem idea that reminds me i need to get that back from kristin" so yeah i have everything together all i need is to go and see how much, were, how long it will take etc. mall here i come, plus i need to get my dads gift. ok sorry see i told you not on task at all back to the disconnection um yeah that needs to go away.