Its funny how the world opperates.

i was sitting in the library thinking about the few friends i have and why i only have a few then lookin garound at the kids at school adn this is waht i came up with.....
I dont have many friends and i dont really associate myslef with the people from my scfhool or any other school. Why? Beacuse they are less aware; it will take them probably until their sophmore year in college to get on the same level. Granted there is one who i am with on a regular basis in school adn she is a secound year senior, who is 19. Bus she has the same level as me. Why? beacuse we were forced to grow up. When everyone around us is still deciding what party to Attend to this week we are goi nto our job(s), we know the ups and downs of a life we shouldn't. We know the feelsings of loneliness. We know that friends, ture friends are like stone. We both have lost, and vow never to do that again. There is a rocky surface on us when there should be a glossy one. My point to this is, When everyone around us will jsut begin to expariment adn just start to breack down adn go down the "wrong" path and possibly screw themselves up. We have already been there, already gotten thourgh that. We know alot mor ethen we should about all kinds of things. Her as well as I are thankful for what we have gone through.