i actually didnt want to leave work today i just kinda wanted to keep working. i was 2 dollars short of 40 today. owell lol not to bad for it being thanksgiving day lol. Chirstmas will be slamed lol. ok i am making christmas shoping list so everyone who reads this and who i know that i can get things for and either send them or hand them to comment on what you want. if you dont then i will be emailing and calling ect. to find out. This is so weird. this is going to be my last year as a family. My last family Christmas with grnadma/pa and everyone, everything. wow. i cant beleave it, its so surreal. Everything is happening fast and time is fling, i have so much to do before this happens, so much to plan, so much to get together. so much to say and tell. oh i cant wait though. In my heart i know that everything will work out. So, I wnet into work last night and Pat my mom's friend was like i hear you are going to tour all over Europe for the summer, i said yeah its goign to be a blast! and i couldnt wait to go off to Europe for the summer. it will be nice to go spend time with Casey and see Jason, Ulzii, and Slavin and the rest of Cirque crew agian. it will be some wild fun i can tell you that much! oh funfufn! well before i give all my secrets away fair well. happy holidays!