4th post today damn im on a roll.....

ok so i told you i would let you know what happend with the cafiteria so here is the story.... apparently there awas an orgistra concert last night and somone anyone actualy coould have come in the school was "open " aka "fair game" so i come to school there are 10 cops and 6 cop cars harshman (our schools inschool police officer) is running around. so i think ok somone is tring to kill someone or maybe so jail person got lose since the jail is like a few blocks away. i go into the cafiteria think nothing of it theres a sign up "no breakfast today" all over the place so im like crap all i have is my coffee thing. then i go back through a diff hallway and there are all these cops in the hall way instead of me going to the other hallway i walk through them like im the queen of england and ignore them as they yell at me. harshman comes to my rescue and gets them to stop. so i continue on my way "occationaly" looking back to see what all the fuss was about anywho back in h/r somone was like OMG they stole the cafiteria food well no actually they only took about a freezers worth of food. then passing through the cafiteria to go to 1st pd i see these people with latex gloves on there obviousely dusting for prints in this small room with lockers (the cafiteria ladies have lockers how nice of our school to do that) so yeah i go to debate and in the hallway to the library b/c it was "closed" that day i see a safe a big safe like the thing was mounted to the cement floor before it was moved to the hallway of the library. so we (debate class is held in the library) go figure so im goign into the library and Burty is like "family secret children family secret" and she proceds to say that the pople who broke in are um hmmm adults and were very well equiped they also left a fun suprise on the ice creme coundter standthing aka shit body fluid number 2. ewww thank god i dont eat school ice creme unfortunatly if i dont eat lunch i get yelled at by stepher. but anyways then the bell rings and i go look at the safe just "opps i droped all my books and have to slowly put them back in my bookbag" kinda move. a small explosive was used to blow the door off aparently and it must have been strong b/c the safe was in the cemented grouhnd. <----this is what i know for a fact. ok well anyways im going to 3rd pd adn thinking about what she has just told us. myu mind is like ok so if you were an adult would you really leave #2 on an ice creme counter thing? and not all of the kids are stupid here at trinity there are some pretty intelligent ones like um the quiet ones or the loud one with add. but anyways the school tinks it is an adult b/c who would have the brains to use/build a small explosive use it, #2 on the ice cream thing, then get the safe (which is heavey no doubt) onto a pully cart that u see at home depo or whatever. and then take $2,000 (2 days of lunch money) with out being caought. well if it is an adult i will be suprised buut if it is a construction worker i will laguh my ass off. these people if they were smart enoguth to do all this then they better have been smart enough tto use gloves for no prints. i swear noone thinks these days anymore about anything.


Ok so Ms. Watson. i went to see her today we had a nice long 40 min sesion. well it got me out of acting. she came as soon as she got to the high school (6th pd) she has middleschool and 4 elemenries (north south east and west all trinity) amd the high school. so it takes awhile. anyways she dosnt have an office b/c of renivation so she cam and got me and we went to the library in one of the back rooms. i talked to her about jason moving and about how i want to move out at 18 and who she was and what exactly she did. we talked somemore about jason adn about what is going to happen and how to deal with things and everything well not really how to deal with it it was more like "its hard day to day that is the tough stuff you cant just take it day by day you have to think in the long run" then i was like yeah your right day by day sucks major but you get though it i have to look forward to something (seeing himin june) and that is what gets me through the days most of the time. and she told me about form her experiance how when she went to college in oh? and her b/f went to college in fl and how that was but they made it though and that i was on the right track and everything. then we talked a little about why he moved and his college and why i want to move and whate was happening there. i would like to talk to her more before school ends but i dont want to be a nusence. it helped i mean i told her i was an olny child and i hang out with all 18 and up people except for 4 people in my grade counting steph. and she said naturaly you will click with older peopel adn that at least you have 3 firends in your grade. it was nice i feel like i can jsut talk to her over coffee or something so all that fear was for nothing. i found out that she has an MD in clinical psych. so i am looking into that then we talked about college and what i wanted to do and she said that i had that prety much figured out. she told me to talk to her whenever i wanted to, and that if it was in emergency to tell the guidence that it is an emergancy and she would acomidate. that is when i was like oh lol i see kait must have told you about my fun 2 breakdowns and she siad yeah and that i should have let Kait page her. but that was a year a go so. havnt had one all this year AMAZING! but yeah that was that so i spent 40 min talking to a really nice person who is really cool and understanding of cousre she donst know me as me unless kait sadi somthin but then agin she probably does but owell, i know that she is there to help me know and that i can always turn to her in school.