Im Excited!!

So you are now reading the blog of a Liscenced driver. Go me I passed on my first try. It was really funny i totally kicked ass on the whole parelle parking and the driving itself. Then when i was pulling in at the end of the test to park i screwed up and parked off center, i went to put the car in reverse and the instructor was like what are you doing? and i was like reversing so i can park it correctly, i get three reverses. he was lik "no just put it in park your done" and i was like oh shit did i jsut fail b.c of that? he was like " honey no you passed. I can care less if you can park steright or not, as long as you can parelle park and the way you drove on the course was perfect you had no errors or anything. you passed" so yeah it was great! that was yesterday! today i got put on the insurance and asked to take the car today. so i got to and i took stepher's to lunch and then drove around then went to bean and drove around adn it was so fun. I love to drive, but then again tha tis my sign. i love to travel i dont care were or how i jsut love it. I am stoked!!

I picked up some CD's Tool - 10,000 Days, Evans Blue - The Melody and the energetic nature of volume, Armor for Sleep - Dream to Makebileve, and Armor for Sleep - What to do When you are Dead. Armor for Sleep Clint Intoduced me to cuz i stole his MP3 player off of him and was goin threw it. I really like it its "Punck" but it is really good i like the lyrics adn the whole flow of the band and the way the music sounds. I was also recently intoduced to Evans Blue via Jason and picked that album up I Love it as well, great def on my top list of bands with Armor for Sleep. I have yet to listen to the Tool CD fully. I never have bought a Tool CD so i am hoping i will like it. Altho i know that i liked the song Jason use to play from it on his guitar. so why not?

hmmm I am planing on a trip to visit Jason and T2 for either 13 days or 20 days i dont know which yet (Jason said i cant were out my welcome and to stay as long as i want so....sorry T2 if i get annoing!?). I talked it over with my parents and they are both fine with it. I am hoping i can get my dad to get the tickets tomarrow, before they go up, b.c i have enough for those. I jsust have to save up for the time i am there. I dont know how this is going to work b.c i have $170 to pay every month now for insurance(s) (yes this is a new concept for me owing money every month) .I'll make it work. Just save pretty much everything. I looked up the tickets adn they are the same for both times. it all depends on what week Zacks fam. is going to the beach, b.c he invited me and i want to go. My mom is pushing me for the full month but i knowcked it down to 13 then she was like go 20 and i was like ok and looked it up. The Plane arrival and departure both times are both in the early to mid evening so that works out. I jsut need to talk to Zack and make sure its ok with him, and how he feels about this adn everything as well as Jason and make sure everything is greenlighted.

I have a headache right now. Yeah that is about it. I went to the ER that wasnt fun! Sucks Major took me likw 5 hours to get out of there. Yesterday sucked lol owell. Im out and well. I need Some down Time alot of it, i keep pushing myself to go out and go do and keep running and i am wearing myself down. What i need is 150. lol but yeah downtime tomarrow if i can bring myslef to it. i think Zack is mad at me for not getting rest and not giving myself downtime but i dont really know how to. I dont know. Maybe i wont go on vacation with my parents since it wont be to exciting like it usualy is plus Karen might not be going. My moma dn i always have a ton of fun together tho. But i might jsut take that week and chill, its in early Aug tho. i dont know i jsut want my heache to go away. I need sleep i guess. i relaized i havnt updated for well over a month....sorry.... i should do that more often, but then again who reads it? anyone still?? Im better off doing my LJ.
Im an emotional wrecking ball this week for everything tha thas gone down. But such is life. I saw a scurriel or a baby raccoon get hit today on the way to bean and i jsut stated cring when i got to bean. it sucked. i feel bad for the poor thing the driver was an ass. i hope it was jsut dazed and not dead. I am getting my liscence around July 20 something so that is a good thing, well hopefully i am getting it i am so scared to not pass it. that will def devistate me i cant and dont want to fail at something like that. so yeah i think i might go lay down and call it a night.