so i droped my cell in the toilet, yes i did. wont habe one for a few days so yeah that is going to suck but owell at least it was clean water. my watch stopped too so that wasnt good either. things have been going up and down. i feel like i am on a roller coaster. but you get that sometimes in life. all my contacts are gone as well, damn i should havekept a phone book the old fashion way owell i can usualy get them all back everyone is connected to one onother in one way or another so that is good news! i cant wait till pay day. if i dont have to pay 50 for my phone replacement then i can put an extra 150 into investments and whatnot. i have been thinking about investments and being financialy secure at a certin age and everything ever since i talked with my uncle Lewie. they only want the best for me, and he said i would do good and be sucessful in whatever i do. so i will run withthat for a while. i have been focusing on myself but i cant get jason out of my head i think about him 24/7 like not in a bad way though just memories and woundering how he is and what he is up to, what he is doing, is he making friends and having fun, eveyrhting. i cant even escape oit when i am dreaming its constent. but i dont mind it at all. at least i will never forget him. we still stay in touch kinda but i dont know he has kinda dwindled , but then again he is busy with his job adn everything so no worries there. Had a bad day at work and goin to have another bad day tomarrow. im really down right now. bad day, but you have those. all in all i have been pretty happy. i saw chip today he saw me walking down the street near primo's and stoped by bean. we had a conversation that didnt really help my mood all to well. then he made me laugh when i told him about my phone and how his lunch-in thing went, he isnt moving this week thank god! that was good news and made me smile. he gave me a few big hugs which i love! thanks chip :) then my dad came and he walked in and was like hey and i was like um i droped my cell in the toliet and he was like it happens and it was all good. then we left. somehow chip got infront of us and waved. it was funny, my dad was like how did that happen? got home tried to sleep b.c i have to get up for work early and couldnt so now i am writting. i want to take sleeping pills and just sleep this all off but i dont have any owell tomarrow is another day adn hopefully it will be better. i dont know im really down right now sorry.

so my work scheduale has changed. i have been working from 3pm to 1 am for the last 2 nights and tonight. anyways i work from 5-9 tomarrow off mon adn tue then 5-9 wens. then no clue have to find out more. i got paid it sucked. thats that. i am going to phillie this friday to visit the art institue of philly for college. lets hope i get an early acceptance to that, i dont want to worry about college anymore ore grades. summer is going to fast.....

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you all hate me dont you??? no comments. dang am i that horrible of a person?!

Scheduale.

Today-9a-3p
Sun.- 9a-3p
Mon.- 8a-3p
Tue. - 5p-9p
Wens. - 9a-3p
Ths. - 5p-9a
Fri.- 8a-3p
Sat.- 7a-3p
Sun.- 7a-3p
Mon.- off
Tue.-off/ senior pics
Wen.- 5p-9p
and not counting today i have worked a total of 16 hours

i havnt been to bean in what feels like forever. i need to go asap.
I saw willy wonka and the choc factory today AWESOME MOVIE i so want to see it again!
I was working today and this dude came up to me to be seated and was like are " you married?" i was like "no why?" he said "oh you have a ring on your fing." (you know the story if you know me) and i was like "nope im not married i got this for my boyfirend ..er ah um... exboyfreind..now eh rah i just havnt taken it off yet....smoking or non" he was like "oh sorry to hear, i was going to congradulate you. um smoking if you have it" then i sat him. then i was like why was he looking? wtf. owell whatever. he was a nice middle aged man. Then these bikker dudes came rolling in and they were so coll. i was seeting them and was like " hey you have a nick awesome what kind" there like "yahmaha" and i was like sweet my dad use to have one" then they were like" thats cool are you goin to get one" me "yep most def" then they were like "wanna go for a ride?, were going to yellow stone nat'l park" me "sure, when are you going?" *dosnt realize were yellow stone was* "when were done here" me" oh i have to wok til 3 sorry" then they were like "its ok you can quit and get a better job" me *laughs* " have a great meal" then later at the desk checking them out to leave "you sure you dont want to come?" then the other one "last chance "me sorry guys next time" them "ok c you about 2 weeks" me " have a great time in yellow stone" oh the things you are asked at denny's. all in all good work day. sucks that i work so much though.

i want an umpalumpa o yess i do.

Oh willy wonka willy wonka wont you tell me who youare? so i saw willy wonka at the crown center today....he looks like somone i know but i didnt ask him who he was opps owell maybe stephie will see him later tonight when she goes to see the movie and ask him who he is. we both think we know the guy but really couldnt tell b/c of his costume owell lol.

its the slow times

its the slow times at work that you remeber and then its the breaks you get also, you cant stop thinking. my brain is on overload and i dont mind it for once.

dennys day #3

so my first day. it went well. not to much jsut videos and workbooks ansd some small hands on things. i am now going on my third day. today 5-10. ewww. owell i have my schedual which goes like so sat-sun 9-3 mon-tue 5-9 wens 9-3. so come visit make a late night tonight chip and erin please. im not going to waitress for a month b/c i dont want to. i just got he hang of carring 7 drinks and i havnt screwed up yet go me.i get my first paycheck next thrs yippie. im gone to Aunt B's tommarrow uncle lEwis is going to entertain me. That will be nice. we will prob go out on the lake and to the Iroquois Club for lunch adn maybe ride around in one of the T-Birds. who knows. it will be nice to go back up to the lake. The last time i was there was with Jason. Bck to dennys intresting work place everyone there is really nice so far. so i like it. i want to def not stay there an eternity. i got some stuff from the art institute of Philly so i think i am going there and will get a B.S. in Fashion Marketing and be done with that in 3 years. so when i am 21 im done with college and wont have to worry about that anymore. then i can move to were ever i feel like it and do recruting for docs. and have that degree to fall back on. i want to be done with school its a pain to be a senior.

First day at Dennys

so my first day at Denny's.....it went well actually. The manager said i did extremely well for never having a job before. I learned to clock in and out. watched the rest of the videos for the first hour. then the 2nd hour i did workbook stuff and leared were all the food was at, along with the 7 diffrent glasses and what they were all used for. were the soup bowls and plates for tea were and how to make a milkshake. then i went out and actually hosted/seated people and checked them out. then poor jessica (a girl i know from school that has been working there since oct.) was getting bogged down since she was the only one in nonsmoking and that was almost filled. i seated the ppl and took there drink order. since there is more then one person i have to use a tray. i found out that i can only carry 2 drinks on a tray. well for me anyways. i have to use two hands to carr the thing. its heavy. owell i will get use to it and be able to carry more at a time plus food. hmmm.... i asked the manager if i can jsut host until i got comfortable enough to wait tables adn carry a tray, he said that would be fine since i have never had a job before ect. so yeah it was intresting. i cant wait to get my paycheck though. i will have worked for 17hours by wens. i work again tue. 9am to 3pm and then wens 5pm to 10pm. so that is good. i will still ahave time to go to bean and other places and i will ahve money to open up my cheking account and other accounts that i will be opening woot woot! all in all it went well. i only screwed up one drink order by handing it to the wrong person but owell that is fine for my first day.

On another note...i called Jason at 4:30 am my time adn 2:30 am his to wish him a happy birthday. i was expecting his voice mail but i got him instead. i wasnt really prepaired for that one. owell. Happy birthday again Jason. I am wide awake yet i sleep for 3 hours yesterday. i havnt been sleeping very good at all but that is fine. i can deal with that and handel it. i should take the night shift at dennys since i dont sleep anymore.

im back

i got back from VA Beach. It was nice to get away for awhile. i am going to miss it but then again there is always next year. The hotel was nice it was a hilton again. What can i say you stay in a hilton once its the same everytime just diffrent senory but the same everytime. but the service could have been a little better this time. well i have to at least give them credit i mean the hotel jsut opened about 3-5 months ago but it is well off to a good start. they just need better waiters at the resturant and to enfor ce the skybar rules about the no kids in that area after 6, that is why they have the indoor pools reserved for them. but all in all it was fun/ i ment a girl who is 19 her name is kaite this is the weird part she grew up with my cousins rich and jeff from york and so apparently her and i have known each other forever but we just ment eachother. im goin to pennstate maincampus to suprise rich with her (she and him go accepted to main. he has no clue we knoe eachother ) so that should be fun. she has horses as well so she said i can ride them anytime i want but then agian it is outside of phillie but i told her i would come and visit. i also am goin to visit kaylee in FL once she moves down there. her and jessy are leaving for there the 9th so i am getting together with her befor that. i have put a new voice mai,l up chip tom that should make u and jeff happy. its more happy i guess. i am not really focusing on to much but i have made some desicions .about my life, love,school and my future well possibilities for my future. those i will explain at a latter date. i have a job at denny's that is waiting but i dont know if i want to take it it was only so i could get plan ticket money and nothing more so i might not call them back.